Friday, January 14, 2005

life is really draining right now. it isn't a huge thing, it is basically a chick that has had me down. haha, I know I know, pathetic eh?

I hate the pain in my gut. I am not sure if it is disgust or if it is anger, but there is definately something there right now. It is hard to fall asleep, and sometimes even harder to wake up. That sounds cliche, but it is the truth, I am just so proud of myself that I am getting through this. That I am not letting it consume me like the Andy of before would have. I just can't wait until I am through with this, so I can look back and be proud of myself for doing what is right for me, even though it did hurt.